Nearly 20 years ago I experienced a loud pop at the base of my penis during intercourse with my then girlfriend who was on top and bent backwards forcing my erect penis to bend down at the base (my old erections were that my penis curved up nicely and were very strong and powerful). It was very painful at the time however, I don’t remember if there was any bruising. But I remember that there was a smallish protrusion popping up at the base when bent over when looking at it. And it wouldn’t erect fully for some time thereafter and only really hung down without any “oomph” or energy. My erections since then have been on and off okay and I have had similar “pop” just last week. Since the first episode, I’ve searched out and used just about every conceivable ED prep and prescription known to man to keep things working. I’m now 50 years old and dating a 25 year old beauty and I am really feeling insecure knowing that at any moment I’m going to suffer a major let down and think I may lose her…you can just imagine my distress! I love her dearly but want the massive firmness I once knew to return…I’M VERY, VERY FRUSTRATED AT THE MOMENT!!! I’ve now read that what I expereinced was a penile rupture and/or a ligament tear…and I didn’t seek medical/surgical help! As I’ve continued to learn, not seeking immediate help runs the risk of later in life dealing with possible scarring, impotence, poor blood flow.

It seems like as I first get aroused, my penis starts to take on blood but then doesn’t go anywhere without the use of Viagra or Cialis or the product pushed by The Boston Medical Group…an injection. My glans sensitivity has virtually disappeared however at rare occasions it does come back for a “cameo” appearance which is like a dream for me only to disappear again….AHHH!!!! I remember those days so long ago.

Is it TOO LATE for me? Is it possible to reverse the damage done and return things CLOSE to where they were at first? Is surgery an option being that I first had the trauma nearly 20 years ago? I’ve got a TON of questions and I’m sick thinking I have to go and sit in an office and pay $350 for an initial consultation fee.

PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!